Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I don't even have the slightest clue anymore.

This pretty much sums up my mind at the moment. I can see where I want to be - a happy, successful magazine journalist/writer, or even a model or photographer or something - I just can't see how I will ever get there. My mind is in such a mess at the moment. I have no motivation at all anymore. I don't have any interest in school anymore. I can't make myself study. I feel awful. So Uni is definitely out of the picture for me.. for the time being anyway. -_-
Which brings me to the next picture.. perfect description.

Need I say more? :/

PS. I'm sorry for this depressive post.


  1. Ohoh, I know exactly how you feel. I want to be a journalist too! ♥ Only problem, one course I wanna do requires and ATAR of 98.2... psshh. Keep going though! Studying is boring buuut...

  2. Hang in there! It takes a while to sort your bearings out, I know it did for me. An extra semester and a semester off.

    Hope you're feeling better!

  3. understood.

    hey just don't think about the future for now?

    it depresses me to think about the future...

    don't worry too much
    because i know that you're going to become something great and do something you love
    i think everyone will
    well.. those who follow their hearts and not the trail of money/greed

    live in the present!


  4. Don't worry we all get depressed at times.
    But at least you're worried about your future! That says something.
    But you'll know what to do when the time comes; and try to do good in school. You won't get anywhere if you don't!
    Lots of luck & ♥

  5. i feeel the same way, trust me

  6. It's alright sweetie, we've all felt that way at least once in our lives. You should just live in the present and stop worrying about the future. You know, being depressed out all this would turn out to be a big waste of time if the world really does end in 2012.
    You'll get there eventually. You'll find a way. I'm sure of it :D

    xx Blaize.

  7. P.S. I’ve tagged you, hope that makes you feel a bit better. And look, my comment was posted at 11:11, so the future definitely will end up the way you want it to!

  8. Don't worry about it for now! I'm exactly where you're at right now, just graduating from high school and now I have no idea where to go or what to do.
    It'll all fall into place in time. :3
    PS. I love your blog! Followed. (: